passion to fight

New Year's Coming

2009-12-28T19:00:00.004+08:00

It had been really very very long since I had wrote something here, I think i had a lot of things to write here but i dont know how to start...

Maybe let me start with what am I doing recently?

I am having my internship at Moove Media -
A Media company which does Advertiment for most company on taxies, buses and outdoor design..

What was my job scope?

Helping them enhance their stragery when they meet clients and give value added to their company.. Doing design, animation.. so far so good one month had just passes still left with 2 more months, I am getting along well with all my colleagues as they are all fun people to be with.

Had company function at 1827, Boss boon yeow brought me out to deco the venue so we set off very early at about 11am from our office and we sat at coffee shop to have a drink and talk..

He asked me a question: "Willson What you intend to do after your NS? what are your Plans?"

My reply: "Hmmm.. Sign on to police force and continue to study part time..."

After he heard my reply he gave me advices which I felt i think i should reconsider again my decisions as I GOT NO GOALS IN LIFE NO TARGET NO MONEY?

I thought i could wait till i finish NS and start thinking what should I do.. BUT by the time isn't it too late to think or consider? I should had my goals right now and start thinking of how to achieve them but in fact i think i had not been facing the reality which is always right in front of me! I should be slowly moving toward my goals and not wait till the day I had to make a decision than think about HOW?

After talking to him he left me at suntec because we are still too early to go down so he had to go settle some stuff therefore left me alone at suntec. I walk around myself and thoughts kept running through my mind... I could not stop thinking of any solution that I could do to make a different.. In fact I got tired and sat down, Suddenly I had this thought"Why am I sitting down here and everyone is already walking far ahead of me? WHY?" so after the thoughts kept running around my mind.

After thinking so much, I went home after the event I had decided to do something about it but what should I do now? I remember my aunty which is doing a business which I think is quite interesting so I decided to know more about it and she was really happy to know that I am interested.

So Decision for this choice? this is a tough tough tough tough decision which I had made.

Okie is a brand new thing for me brand new life right now..

I am looking forward to learn more things and at the same time moving towards my goals..

New Year's coming within 2 days?

2009 resolutions

I wish to get my good results and progess well for my studies. (OBTAINED)
Happiness! (OBTAINED THANKS TO GIRL=))
good health (OBTAINED I AM STILL ALIVE)
Smooth sailing year! (OBTAINED SO SO)
Car license. (OBTAINED!!)

New Year's resolutions 2010 ?

A Career
Personal development on the internal and external factor
Earn at least 20k?
Happiness with CHAN LIYING
Enter a course in Uni that I like.
Good Health

Actually this 6 resolutions are simple resolutions that I would give myself but it might seem simple it will be tough..

To all my friends that supported me and believe in me I am really thankful that I had you guys in my life. Best of brothers! thanks!

Lastly to my beloved GirlFriend, Which always being there with me we had been through such a long journey already and soon there will be another big challenge coming for us. ARE YOU READY FOR IT? it would not be a problem because I know I trust you ! thank you darling for always being there and supporting me for making any decisions. I will work real hard for the future!

2009-09-26T14:36:00.003+08:00

I had not been blogging for very very long..

I decided to come back and write something as there are a lot of updates in my life recently, first of all 190908 - 190909 we had been together for one year already.

I am very happy that you are always right by my side without fails.

Thank you Girl!

Girl I love you!

I know I am going beijing soon, I will take care of myself and dont worry about me ok?

but I will worry about you, you always so gong PLEASE TAKE CARE OKIE!

5 weeks in beijing would be a challenge for both of us! =)

but I am confident in my GIRL!

Love you!

A little updates of my life:

This is what I want during my 2008 New year which I make my resolutions

"Times passes so fast and now 2008 is ending in about a few hours time..Let me reflect on what had happened in 2008 and i guess a lot of bad events had happened..what i can say is all those bad events were lessons that i had to bear in mind and not forget..let talk about 2009!"

1.I wish to get my good results and progess well for my studies.
2.Happiness!
3.good health
4.Smooth sailing year!
5.Car license.

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I had obtained:

Obtained Driving License Class 3
A Wonderful Happiness
Good grades all thanks to Roy , Alvin and Aaron!
HAHA! Dont know you guys will come across my blog but I had to still say this.
Thanks for all the Help you guys had provided to me! you guys plays a important role in my poly life!
ONCE AGAIN A BIG THANK! =)

2009-03-07T12:16:00.016+08:00

Day 1

This is the airline we gonna take to VIETNAM!

Group Photo of SEG club!Group photo of 47 MIT&ECC Student.My Air Ticket!

Girl & Boy waiting to board the plane. Reached Vietnam and on the bus!

and that is our tour guide for this 4 days.

This is Vietnam transport.

World Largest Number of BIKE!

Girl caught two guys gambling there!

Gambling is illegal for them!

This is where the President Stay.Vietnam Largest Church!

Don't know talking to which housefly!

I am calling her yet she is on second line with another person! =(

Water Puppet show!

Day 2

War Remnants Museum!Prisoner !

Viet-Sing Singapore Largest Industrial Park.

Group Photo at the Middle of the Road!

Pottery Factory VisitFish in a bowl on the dining table!
If you are hungry can take that as appetizer!

Dining at Saigon Cruise Restaurant!Photo taken with their waitress!Photo with W-A-R!Day 3

Visit to Cuchi Tunnel!

Demo of Secret hiding Hole! Live Firing per Bullet cost!

22ooo dong = $2.20 sing

That me using AK-47 shot 3 bullets!

Group Photo of Celine and My Group!

We went to Mekong river!

W-A-R !!Girl & Boy

We trying to act cool!
Before we depart from vietnam !
at the Airport.

4 Days just passed so fast,

last night didn't sleep at all

was gambling with xinyi , roy and kai xuan.. and with girl watching us..

we reached singapore around 4.45pm

dad drove me home.

and i knockout at 6pm to next day 7.30am.

Overall, I would like to conlude that is a wonderful experience to go to such country which

we are able to taste their food which really for myself I dont really like it

and the weather is really one word to describe HOT!!

and also too many MotorBike cause the air to be polluted!

Okie that all I had to say about this trip!

anyway, following weeks will be busy with camps , practical driving cause TP test is near,

holiday to Malacca, than planning for Orientation.

this holiday totally burn off....

takecare everyone!

Love Girl!

2008 had came to an end..

2008-12-31T21:49:00.002+08:00

Times passes so fast and now 2008 is ending in about a few hours time..
Let me reflect on what had happened in 2008 and i guess a lot of bad events had happened..
what i can say is all those bad events were lessons that i had to bear in mind and not forget..
let talk about 2009!

I wish to get my good results and progess well for my studies.
Happiness!
good health
Smooth sailing year!
Car license.

What i can say is 2008 had been a tough year for everyone..

I hope 2009 will be a smooth a wonderful year for me.

LASTLY...

HAPPY 2009 YEAR!

Long time..

2008-12-29T23:08:00.002+08:00

Long time...
I had not been blogging and i guess I am too busy with lots of stuffs..
and now i finally realised that I should not be treating people nicely anymore..
You made me realised that I should not had helped you but anyway it had the past..
I wont made the same fucking old mistake the second time..
Just you wait...

Too long nv post...

2008-11-23T20:47:00.003+08:00

I had not been blogging...

and my GIRL had been complaining about it!!

ya I LAZY!

but is busy ! =X

Updates:

Girl Cut hair and rebond hair too!

Result:

And I went for a haircut too...

BEFORE & AFTER!

After so long which I never blog is me and girl de 2nd anniversary!

We had our feast at NYNY!

This is what we ordered!

hee..DAMN full after finishing it!

After a Heavy lunch, We went for movie..

we watched Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa!

so many children inside the cinema!

On our way back...
After everything I send girl back !

Dear Girl, Thanks for all the understanding..

we will be having our holiday soon..

but girl going holiday soon..

I love you!

Busy again..

2008-11-09T20:02:00.002+08:00

Had been very long since...

me and girl take photo together with my girl !

girl complained that I had not been updating my blog.

Wahaha!

sorry girl..

I was...

too busy...

too lazy....=X

Wahaha!

girl went for a hair cut...

shall see wat is the outcome!!
shall update again! hee!

Long time no see!

2008-10-28T20:53:00.001+08:00

Hi all...

sorry for not blogging for quite some time..

was very busy busy busy busy with school work!!!

and plus recently I am sick sick sick sick & tired tired tired tired..

Events,projects,Tests,Quizs all come la!

To:Girl

I am sorry for not take good care of myself

and ended up fall sick.

and caused you to worry.

wish to spent more time with you.

if I neglected you due to school work please tell me k!

Girl I love you

After so long...

2008-10-19T22:13:00.001+08:00

Had been so long since I last blog..

School started...
Got My class 2B license already!
SSN Events- Leaderships talk this Wednesday last session and Lions Home community centre Event ended.

School had started.. kind of busy with alot of stuffs as first week I got rather busy with Studies, SSN, Traffic Test..
All this already took up alot of my time..and most importantly I got to accompany girl too..
okie 2nd week of school not gonna be too busy haha..

19th of October Sunday-1st month anniversary

The Roses that girl was holding is D.I.Y by Me!

Girl was sweet to make a video of all the photos we took together and burn into a disc!

To: Girl

I had to say Sorry to you that due me been too busy this week I cant do much for u for this 1st month anniversary, and just to let u know that We dont need to specially celebrate on every 19th as everyday with you I already very contended!

Girl I had made a right decision of chooising you. Thank you girl!

I Love you!

3,4,5 Oct

2008-10-06T21:00:00.004+08:00

Start of 3,4,5...

Waiting for Wendy & Yvonne to pass me smth to sign..

and off we go to my grandma hse for dinner & Celebration for my cousin birthday..

Reached there no was there yet..

introduce Girl to my Uncles & Aunties..

than after awhile Mum & Dad came...

so we started eating...

ate until very very full..

Grandma never fails to cook good food!!

After that cake cutting session..

than off we go..

we went off first to SUPERMARKET!

Girl got all the Ingredients to cook carbonara*dont know spell correct anot*

After that rest at my house downstair void deck..

than we HOME SWEET HOME!

Morning I cooked for her.. simple one nth much!

Breakfast was ME!

Lunch was HER!
she cook carbonara for lunch!

This is the carbonara she done!=)
After that we went to bedok to drop by JUJU workplace..

wanted to watch movie but ended up we went to ECP..

as time was still very early than we went to library to slack..

Took some photos at ECP with the sky color!

After that we went over to bedok to meet up with Ju & DT for dinner cum supper..

we headed to 85 market..

ordered stringray and oyster !

eat until damn damn full!

This is the cake which i bought from Parkway parade ichiban!

My fav cheese cake!

we had it in the morning as our breakfast!

that all for the 3,4,5!

this 3 days we spent together was great!

I am contended!

thanku girl!

love u!

2nd date!

2008-09-27T23:00:00.003+08:00

Today woke up about 5am in the morning and dad drove me to school...

reached school at about 630am as our meeting start at 7am..

so went up only saw two fellows..

meeting started around 745am..

got screwed by ziyou..

After Meeting ended about 9am..

Girl already waiting for me at mac..

so i quickly went over to look for her..

We had our breakfast..

after that we went to bedok and look for my mum as she went to market to buy stuff

had free ride from grandpa taxi with gf & mum..

Mum seems to be talking quite alot than normal to my Girl..

hahaa.. than later i went to fetch my little cousin..

little cousin of mine quarrel with me saying " Girl was his girlfriend! "

wahahahaha!

After that off to my house..

Girl hugged my punching bag! haha!

Photo taken at my house! haha!

Around 2pm, we went to Airport T2 !

Our 2nd date @ Changi Airport!

walked around..went to viewing mall..

so many ppl acting guai there studying there...LOL!

Girl and me took photo there..

After T2 we went to T3...

We slacked at Mac cafe..

Kept taking photos with girl..

tou pai her alot ! wahaha!

Round face!=X

Taken at T1 Our last destination! hee!...

Dinner time! we first wanted to eat at Popeyes!

But...

we ended up at Ajisen Ramen!

Photos!!!

Advertising for Ajisen!

I ordered Spicy cha shu ramen and girl ordered seafood ramen!

Photos of the ramen and us!

After a long day.. send girl back home..

and i also home sweet home hee!!

today whole day having girl with me..

I am very happy to have her..

Thankyou Girl..Love you!

3,4,5 here we come! hee!! Looking forward for it!!

only girl know...

Work with Girl !

2008-09-23T22:17:00.006+08:00

Egg Mayo!

Today, first day working at Metta welfare association.

Girl accompany me to work today!

Thank you Girl for coming all the way from yishun and early in the morning !

Having Girl there accompanying me the whole day.

afterall this job is simple and BORING!

I need company and things to do...

Girl can only accompany me one day!

so tml I am alone siannn...

During work, we had too much free time so a lot of photo taken !

Wahahaha!

Photo again!

TOU PAI! haha my favourite things to do !!

she learnt too!

During my lunch break, no choice but to eat the food over there which is veg!

ALL VEG!

After work , We headed to Bishan J8 to have our dinner!

Long john sliver ! haha!

After that we had a stroll aroud bishan...

than sat down and took photo again!

Around 7.30pm, We went back to yishun to and sat at the playground there..

Chatted and look at kids playing playground!

After today had to wait till saturday to see her..

and I gonna bored to dead tml the day after and the day after tml!

looking forward to sat date!

To: Girl,

Thanks for accompanying me today..

and u brought me lots of happiness GIRl which had been very long since i last felt this way

will see u again on sat! hee!

Miss you!

looking forward to wed!

2008-09-21T19:37:00.003+08:00

Done By Me , Colour edited by Girl=)
Girl and Me planned our 2nd date which will be next saturday
Girl is coming to accompany on wednesday which I going to work at Simei and
I am very happy that girl is willing to accompany me!
Thanks Girl!
Looking forward to meeting up with Girl!
More photos!!hee=)
3 More days to seeing u!

Done by : Girl!
Love ya!

190908

2008-09-20T13:48:00.004+08:00

Special day for Me and her<3>

Morning woke up earlier than what i planned so got ready everything and went down to yishun to gave her a surpirse and wasn't sure whether my timing was right anot. so i took the gamble and went down hopefully she will not reach before i reach=)

When I reach Yishun , I was afriad that she might forget to message me and tell me that she reach Mrt station so i waited paitently for her at the pillar there.. and minutes later her msg came but i didnt see her i started to panic that did she went up already so i looked around and I had to tell her that I am at yishun cos i am afraid she might went up the mrt already but when i finish sending her i saw her!=)

On our way to vivo city, we chatted and i prove to her that i am not those shy type..

when we reach vivo city we quickly search for her fav fast food restaurant "LONG JOHN SLIVER" due to too long never go vivo I had to look at the directories to find the restaurant.

At last we found it, Girl wanted to take photo before we start eating =)

Girl of MINE! & ME

After We had our lunch we set off to the cinema to buy our movie ticket for "the fox and the child" but we still had some time before the movie as girl said she never been to the pet safari before so i brought her there and I saw this bulldog sleeping i teased her and said it look like her!=X

We went to Daiso to walk around too..

We went back to the cinema but we are still too early so girl wanted to take photo=)

This is our first photo together=) she promised me for more!

Our 1st photo

During the movie, i kept teasing her & pinching her cheeks but she also keep pulling my ears!

the movie was quite alright but she say i am the bear in the movie!

After the movie , We decided to slack at some cafe so we went to "Pacific Coffee Company"

We chatted and i told her about my pasts and my characters and she share hers too..

after chatting there she know bits by bits of me.. but all i had said you will know more later..

took her photo without her noticing haha! daydreaming girl!

Around 7+ , I know is her dinner time so we search high and low for pasta mania! in the end we did found it at habourfront shopping centre..

I keep reminding her i wan to eat the pasta she cook!! hopefully i can get to eat it!=)

As usual girl want to take down every little moment we had together!

After our dinner, we had to go back already so I send her back and on our way back I did something that will be an unforgetable one and only me and her know about it...

This is the picture ! haha!

Hmmm..After so long i finally really went out on a proper date which i really had not been doing it..as in like normal couples..

Thank you girl for accepting a not perfect guy like me.

Thank you for trusting me.

and thank you for giving me this chance.

lastly I hope u will not regret the choice u made!

wonderful time with u today!

I am Back

2008-09-16T15:16:00.005+08:00

12th - 14th Bonding Camp!

First night of the bonding camp , we went to pasir ris park to play some activites. Two EX-co went to hide and we are all divided into teams of two to go and search for the two Ex-co, I was the last group to leave and search for them.. so I called celine ask them how is everything whether anyone saw them or anything. But they got no clue of where they are hiding, after that I saw yew loong and some of them so they suspect that Jimmy was hiding in the maze so we decide to go in and search for him. We went in and keep searching & searching but we just can't find him at all, and our time is coming to an end I went in again to search for him again... so when i walk pass a bushes and i realised that there is smth there so I move back and look again and I found him I almost wanted to kick it but i didnt=X. So i shouted i found him than he woke up LOL Jimmy fell asleep haha!.

After that activity, we went back to chalet to rest and wash up and Ex-co assigned some tasks for us to do .

We all decided to stay up till morning to get it done and we can enjoy the next day so we really did stay up till around 7am in the morning, than after that alot of them cannot tahan already went to sleep only left me julian and roy sitting on the dinning table chatting with awin till around 9 plus than they wanted to go for breakfast so I waited until i too tired i bastard them i went to slp! Hahaa I only remember Jimmy took a pillow and beat me! hahaa.. but i went back and sleep...after i woke up was about 12pm so went for lunch..

We had lunch and decided to go cycling, so those who wanted to go cycle went out left two of my committees in the chalet. so the next part i will let the photo do the talking =)

Aaron cycling President Michelle & Roy infront

Our first destination! : The beach

Group photo!

Second destination: The Playground

Let me Introduce to you all my two Pretty & Cute Presidents!

Michelle & Celine

Another group photo

At night we had BBQ and stay over night again than morning home sweet home!!

15th Monday!

went back to school to submit proposal to Mr.Guru But was rejected so aborted it!

stay in school do design with roy till 5pm than went to watch movie.. nth much went home straight..

16th Tuesday

Result day! result was out i was happy to see my result I reached my goal! GPA-3.55 ! finally reach it!!

nothting much to say le.. still having flu.. haven recover...

Commissioning day!

2008-09-10T00:08:00.002+08:00

8/9/08 - Commissioning day!
Woke up early in the morning to get myself ready for the commissioning day, prepare myself for the speech which I think I will sure get damn nervous when I am up there. I went to school early and went up to Ms Soh room but she wasnt there so i chat with Ms wong and she told me dont need worry so much de... It my first time standing infront of the lecture hall and speak to the Directors, I know for sure I will get very nervous about it. At 1pm I went to toliet to change into formal wear with julian and so got ready and went for some rehearsal with them.
At 3.30pm the Directors came in le that was the time I felt that why my leg so jelly!, ahaha! than was my turn to go up to the front and make my speech as a president of SSN club.
The moment i started my speech i realised i am very very nervous already , a lot of ppl spotted it haa! but i manage to get over the speech, I would promise myself that after this time i gonna speak with more confidence in the future.

After the speech the ceremony ended, so we went out to have our light refreshment with the directors have a chat with them. Photo taking session and than to our first meeting with all my committees. After all i felt that the committees of SSN will work very well together!=)

Went to orchard with Roy , julian and Verylnn.. Roy wanted to shop so we accompany him after that his fren drop by and joined us. We went to cine to had our dinner and walk to PS , they played arcade. It was about 8.30pm only so roy want to bring us to eat "toh hua" and we are very lucky that we reached there we didnt get caught in the rain.

But when we were on our way back we were caught in a sudden downpour which I think that the cause of me feeling so damn freaking sian now having flu and sore throat.

Hopefully I will get well before the camp!
Looking forward for the camp!

bye going to rest =)

Another day of training.

2008-09-07T13:15:00.003+08:00

Yesterday 06/09/08, woke up quite early went to siglap one of the restaurant for interview and the manager give me a fucking big impression. I only know he dont know how to interview people, kind of giving me a feeling that i do not need to respect him at all. After that interview I rushed down to ENOUS to meet roy to go and listen to a Job , before that julian told me if is MLM better dont go. When we met the girl which bring us there i aga aga think is simliar as julian already, so the company was venture Era it sell products and uses MLM system. I was rather very very defensive toward them because i am no keen to do it at all was there to accompany roy but didn't expect it went on and on from 1-3.30pm. In the end we went off w/o joining haha!.

Reach home by 4pm faster get ready all the gears and stuffs for training, Meet julian at 5pm at mrt station so took train there journey damn sian...reach bukit batok was ard 6pm already so we took bus there. reach training place got no one there a bit weird feel like today no training. than i call shi fu he said he on the way after a while saw shi xiong came and two other frens, We did warm up as i am damn scare of cramps again so i did more warm up than my previous time. than went for two rounds of jogging and came back did sets of push up and sit up and neck exercise, than wrapped hand and had pads work with wilson after that went down see how shifu teach. I start to realise that the sky becoming red and really very red so i know it gonna rain real soon and it gonna be very big rain, was asked to do more pad work before it gonna rain so keep changing ppl to do pad work. like what i expect it started raining and got all of us wet we got no shelter and no where to run to so we stayed in the rain, wanted to play sparring like what they did but wilson dun wan =( after that i came up with an idea asking julian take our bags with umbrella to bus stop and we change at bus stop=X hopefully no one saw what we did there la!
haha.

After that we cab down to 85 market to have our dinner cum supper, had a damn full dinner reached home around 12 than bathe everything went online awhile than watch tv till 3am than off i went to sleep cannot tahan already too tired.

Tml is commissioning day!
arghhhh i got to read my speech to so many ppl....
siannnnnnnnzzzz

Bad day.

2008-09-04T23:06:00.004+08:00

Today was my traffic test for my bike, woke up at 5.30am.Prepare everything and went out, damn tired reach SSDC amk and was really nervous when we were seeing one by one bike going out to circuit..My number was 75 , Waited for damn damn long and got more and more nervous..
in fact I already know my result for today = SURE FAIL! and yea the result was what i predicted.
I failed my TP! 2nd attempt is on 16 oct and this time round gonna have two road practises!
hopefully it could turn out to be a good one!
after knowing my result got rather moody..
I dun feel sad cos i know very well that i lack of practise so next attempt I am gonna make it as a Class 2b license holder!! wahaha!

BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!

2008-09-03T01:35:00.006+08:00

Hmmm.. Recently i got myself into SSN and got a post in the club and are very busy preparing for lots of things that are coming up soon..

so kind of busy with it and my bike tests which falls on 4th of sept which is tml!

so i am nervous and i think i might fail sigh. shall not talk about it wait for my news!

okie today 2nd of sept, Went out with brothers and sisters to celebrate wilson goh birhday which falls on the 5th of sept but some of them school started le so celebrate early..We booked Kbox @ marina square 2pm - 7pm.. some sudden changes we ended up with only 10 peoples.

So reach there the counter advise us to take the VIP room so after some discussion with all of them we took the VIP room! haha! is really big and nice.. let me show u the room

Big right haha! with one pool table. large projector!

another photo.

after that we wanted to go back to bedok 85 market to have our dinner but it was raining so we didnt wanna take the risk so we had our dinner at marina square food court. After dinner we went to esplanade to have a stroll and enjoy the sea breeze..but it started to rain again so we decide to head back to bedok mac to slack.. we chatted at mac for about an hour off we go all went home and rest..
that all ! bye update soon with more photos! tc!

I am back to training..

2008-08-30T00:03:00.005+08:00

The Road to Hilltop Training Ground..
Had been half a year since i last came here for training,
today, Went back for training with my brother Wilson Goh!..
First , had some warm up , stretching exercises I can feel that feeling of the sweat and blood I had left here.
After around 30 minutes of Warm up and chit chat with some of my friends there, we headed for our jogging. JOGGING wasnt a joke at all, I had lost all my stamina . The first round I was quite alright as I could keep up with my friends but when it comes to the 2nd round I think I was pushing real real hard to complete the stairs and finally I reached the top..
I felt that I really lost my stamina which I think I really need to work hard on it, soon after when I was done with my jogging Shifu came. I greeted him and started doing push-ups and sit-ups and some neck exercises, Done more than 5 sets...
Around 8pm the real training came, shadowing was the basic of Muay Thai.
shifu asked us to have some water and I think that was the last time i had a break and water, from 8pm - 9.30pm had alot alot alot of shadowing..shadowing and shadowing..
and during the shadowing period My left and right legs muscle suddenly feel like it gonna cramp real soon..but i still endure and control till one time i use too much strength my left leg muscle pop up and cramp I shouted to my shifu and help came.. one of the fighters there helped me massage and relax my muscle.. He saved my leg..
That feeling wasnt good at all, after awhile I wanted to Join back the training but I wasnt allowed to do so..=( shifu asked me not to do anymore.. so i stand there and see what he is teaching..
I remember what shifu always tell us this " NO PAIN NO MUAY THAI?"
izzit must see pain than got muay thai than i think i did it =X wahahaha!

I got to push myself in order to do well!
I wanna fight!! FIGHT FIGHT!!!

Exam had over...Holiday had came...

2008-08-28T22:45:00.002+08:00

After Two weeks of Hardcore mugging..
ALL MY PAPERS ARE OVER OVER OVER!!!
now I am having my one month and a half holiday...
so what is in my plan for holiday?
Muay Thai training, SSN planning , Relax myself, maybe part time job!
this is all..
too tired le..
byebye...

wonder did u see my blog ? i guess not...

A Mistake Made In Life=(

2008-08-22T22:24:00.018+08:00

A year ago, you left me and I knew that I gave you more Pressure & Stress rather than Love. All I know is giving you the best , but i didn't realise that all this could turn out to be pressure to you. After the break-up,I enter new relationship and lie to myself telling myself that I had let go of you. I lie and lie to myself and ended up i hurt them,To those that i had hurt I am very very Sorry I know a single word "Sorry" would not earn a forgiveness from you all.

In my heart I know very well that i had never never let go of you at all and I admit that I still have feeling for you, after you know that i entered a new relationship and this had made you feel that I could easily enter a new relationship and you might think that my feeling for you wasnt very strong.I am to be blame for my childish thinkings.

Maybe I really choose to lie to myself again and again keep telling myself I had clearly forgotten about you and let go of you already, when I knew that you did wanted to patch back with me BUT due to me been in a new relationship you chose to give up. When i knew about it i asked myself why?? why did I lie to my own feeling and went into another relationship? why I didnt wait longer? But when all this "why" came to my mind It already been too late, you already given up on me...at that moment I only know that i had regretted and I knew that there is no more chance for me to have you back in my life as you already told me what you want in your life and you do not need me anymore...I was lost and I didn't know what to do...Even though I told myself I will not shed anymore tears after you left and be strong but ended up I failed. Wearing a mask everyday and everywhere I go putting a smile on my face and showing eveyone that i am fine I am okie , zhen de hen xin ku..

When ever i see brusies on my hand i will think if you are around I know you will sure get angry and scold me and forbid me from punching the wall and hurting myself. When ever i see those brusies , image of you would appear and reminds me that you hated to see injuries on me.

When ever I am at certain place that i been with you or even doing things image of you will still appear.My heart will sank when i pass by places which i been there with you.

All i have to blame is only ME for not been able to understand you well.

I wrote this entires is not to seek any attentions or what, I just want to say everything out and would wish that you would return. I kept all this to myself and kept lying to myself but in my heart you are always still there..If you were to pass by my blog and saw this I don't want you to get affected.you could pretend you never see.. but..

All I want to say is I am still waiting for you and I knew about the mistake I made.
I sincerly hope that you would give me a chance again .

nefil emevigrof?

WHAT I WANT? WHAT I WISH FOR?

2008-08-21T22:09:00.003+08:00

What I want? <- This question appear in everyone mind before?

Get good GPA.
Enter a Local Universary.
A Match of Muay Thai.
Bike & Car License.
Bike ( SP or Dirt Bike ).
Go Thailand for Trainning.
More Muay Thai boxers.
More $$$. Wahahaha !! WHO DONT WANT?

I Think this is all i could think of haha!, very random thinking..
ANY KIND SOULS PASS BY MY BLOG AND SEE THIS TAG ME AND TELL ME WHICH ONE U CAN HELP ME ACHIEVE?! WAHAHAHAHA

STUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PASSED BTT!

2008-08-17T00:50:00.006+08:00

Driving & Riding Tests

~~PASSED BASIC THEORY TEST ON~~ 14/08/08 PASSED

MOTORBIKE TRAFFIC POLICE TEST 04/09/08

FINAL THEORY TEST ON 06/10/08

End Of Sem
~~Internet Programming~~ 25/08/08 Not very good=(

~~Computing Mathematics 2~~ 27/08/08

~~Operating System Management~~ 28/08/08

A test quite true no harm trying it!=)

2008-08-15T16:40:00.002+08:00

Saw this test at friend friend blog..
so try it http://www.ipersonic.com

Determined Realists like to bear responsibility and welcome challenges. They are stable, reliable persons. External contacts are very important to them; they mix well and are very active. They are excellent organisers and are very happy when things are done correctly and punctually; they can quickly react impatiently if others are not as conscientious, orderly and dutiful as they are. They prefer structured work which produces visible results quickly to abstract, long-drawn-out processes. Determined Realists have no problem with routine as long as it serves efficiency. However, they very much dislike unexpected and unpredictable occurrences which mess up their careful plans. Once they have committed themselves to a cause they do this with dedication and are willing to make considerable sacrifices for it.

Determined Realists do not avoid conflicts and criticism but face up to them and look for solutions. As they have a keen eye for the errors and shortcomings of others and are often quick at expressing criticism, they sometimes rub people up the wrong way especially when they lose their temper and jump to conclusions. Due to their marked sense of justice they are quickly willing to correct themselves and never take offence if someone speaks to them frankly. You do not have to seek hidden motives with them; you always know where you are. Determined Realists are often found in executive positions as they combine commitment, competence and the ability to assert themselves. In their spare time, they often also accept responsibility in clubs and other institutions.

Traditions rate highly with Determined Realists. They attend every family event and never forget a birthday or wedding anniversary. Family and friends are very important to them. With their open, communicative manner, they find it easy to get to know people and have a large circle of friends and acquaintances. They are never superficial, but reliable and loyal friends who are always there when they are needed. Determined Realists take their relationships very seriously - they dream of finding a partner for life. In a love relationship, they seek above all stability and loyalty and here, too, they are willing to invest a lot in a harmonious togetherness. Determined Realists master crises or difficult phases with composure; they would never think of breaking a promise given. As a partner, one can always rely on their support.

this is the result of ME -Determined Realist

Enjoy=)

Common test over next EOS papers...

2008-08-13T10:21:00.007+08:00

08/08/08
Last paper for Common test.
Rush over to viven house to get a hair cut.
after that went home to get ready for brothers birthday celebration at pasir ris costa sand.
Checked in around 5plus..

Those which reached early..

Cake Cutting Session

Singing Birthday Song ~~( next door also singing but we purposely sing damn loud and sang alot of time=X)~~

Junfu & Weidi Making a Wish..

Birthday Guys -left JUNFU right WEIDI

SABO SESSION!! a thing that we nv fails to do! LOL!

The Masterpiece done by us=)

After all the cutting cake session, Jun fu 's sisters asked us to play card games and loser were to drink all the stuff they mix in that cup. I think after all i drank quite a lot, smelly Eve lose le dont drink ask me help her drink and gave me so much. I got a bit blur after the game but didnt got drunk, the mahjong sessions started so ended some of us got nothing to do..
I went out of the chalet with a cup of liquor and started drinking a bit with paul, than paul came up with games to play with them BUT he failed LOL!...
We ended up playing lots of games like 007 , 7-up, Murderer, roti parta,da yu xiao yu , heart attack...all this games didnt last long..We got bored after that and I stopped playing.

After all this was a wonderful gathering for all of us..
Great Party brothers!

090808-130808
nothing much happened..
Stayed at home these few days..
EOS coming le.. EVERYONE JIAYOU! =)

Common test period

2008-08-07T10:40:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not Updating for this few days..
Common test period.
Yesterday Wednesday 6/08/08 Electronic Communication Paper.
Tomorrow Friday 8/8/08 Communication Skill 2 Paper.
End of Aug 3 major paper..

will not update until i am free...
selfish or not?

Sakae buffet!

2008-08-03T00:04:00.003+08:00

Friday 1st of Aug
Morning, met all of them for Breakfast at S11
after that headed back to school for my WDD quiz and lab test.
About the WDD lab finished fast and did well, after that we took train to Changi Airport T2!
The journey there was long but julian & I were very used to it!
had to let u all taste the travelling from School to our home!

On the Mrt

The Girls..

Us @ Airport T2 Sakae

Viewing Mall T2

Something damn funny happened when we are eating at sakae..
I ordered the wrong order and guess how much i ordered?
3 JUMBO SET COST=$139!!!
and I was shocked..
Everything was caught on act..
DAMN PS..
DATOU & JUJU U TWO VERY GOOD TO ME HOR! BLOG AND LAUGH ABOUT ME!

2nd of Aug Saturday
Stayed at Home the whole day..
Received calls from one of my brothers telling me that his mother was robbed this morning..
at Blk 800+..
and that is where every morning the route that i walked to school..
okie i shall let you guys guess which race is the robber
A)Indian
B)Malay
C)Chinese

I shall let you guys guess!
F%^& If i am able to met that guy i dont know izzit i sway or he sway?
F$%^&*&^%$# DOG!

MY BLOG IS DONE!

2008-07-31T20:03:00.012+08:00

Special Thanks to KELLY ! MY BEST BUDDY!

Thanks to kelly she help me created this blog!

Yesterday 30th of july wednesday,

I stayed at home the whole morning and afternoon to study.

after that one of my brothers called me to go watch Watched: 钱不够用2 "Money Not Enough2"

roughly talk about this show a damn funny and touching show is all i can say.

I dont wish to say more but If u all are wondering should u all spent the money to go watch i can say

is a must watch, i will give this show a 5 stars out of 5!

Today,

Went to school for 2 hours,

after that went out with CLIQUE to AMK PIZZA HUT to had our lunch.

Lunched went over to arcade to play,

and CHERYL shocked us by playing the DDR(dont know spell correct anot)

she was dancing on the machine..

after that all of us kept playing the basketball shooting game..

After all the fun we had to head back for lesson.

Nothing much to blog..

shall end here=)

STUDY HARD CLIQUE! and all my BROTHERS !

All the best to all of u ! GOOD LUCK!

2008-07-31T00:04:00.001+08:00

Had been so long since I last blogged..

- ~~busy with projects~~
- ~~Preparation for Common Test.~~
- ~~Preparation for Exam.~~
- Find a Part time job during Sem break.
- Moving toward my PASSION!

all this had to be done..
my clique in NYP had became very close recently had been very bond together.
very happy to see that=)
okie i am too lazy to think of what to type so i shall end here..
i will update soon.!